Purity Death Denial

by Queen Of Earth

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1.
Throw soul into the ditch Filled with pigeons Drowning slow yet surely White water turns red As they lose breath Skies see spread of red Its blue and white changes Into more red and black Feathers burn underwater Creating a harsh smoke So harsh it covers the sun Sucking up yellow light Lost birds lose a sight Doing a flight too high They forget about the sun Just like all the rest under And even above too While its glow is no more It burnt just as strong Black birds scream loud Skies become their screams World becomes their screams All I ever hear is the screams Of white feathers turning black As I take the most precious And I violate its core
2.
I've been dreaming for too long
3.
Deep in forest Flies a nest There little dress That dress is me That dress is me Child of me Child of me Body of me Body of me The carcass The carcass (I just. I just. I just need to...I just don't need to think about it that much....if I'm gonna...I'll be all right. I've been better. Things been better. I'm past this, this is okay, I'm past this. It'll be all right. I'm gonna be okay. I just need to..think about it more..I just need to...look out the window and see things as they are. But what are they really? What are they really? What are they really?! I don't know. It doesn't matter. The reality doesn't matter as far as I'm concerned. I just need to forget. I just need to forget, I need to let go. This feeling, I need to stop. It's gonna be all right. Of course things are gonna be all right. I...I can't...I'm scared.) The carcass spreads its flies Spreads flies It spreads its flies Flies, spread, everywhere Spread, Spread, Spread (Why? Why? Why does it bother me so much? Why does it bother me so much? I want to know. I want to know why I'm feeling these things. I want to know why I'm so screwed and why I'm so miserable. Everything should be okay. Everything should be okay. But I'm not fucking okay. I'm not fucking okay. I don't wanna feel this anymore. I don't wanna feel this anymore. I'm sick. I'm sick. I'm gonna fucking puke on this floor. I don't wanna be part of it anymore. I don't understand any of this and I don't want to anymore. ???? I don't wanna do this anymore. I'm sick. I'm sick. I'm sick. I don't know what to do. I don't have anything. There's nothing in this fucking world. If this is all there is then I don't want to be part of it anymore. I'm so tired. I'm so tired) I worship the carcass I wanna be the carcass Again again, again, again, again I wanna I want you to understand It's not my fault, I'm just lost In the attic of destruction Attic of destruction I'm just lost In the attic of destruction
4.
Purity death denial Purity death denial Purity death denial PDD Stop denying what you are PDD You're trying to paint your heart PDD Face the pain of what you are PDD Show me the face you hide so much PDD
5.
The Doll 07:49
I'm just a doll Anything for love I'll do anything for love I'll say anything for love I'll be anything for love I'll do anything for love I'll be anything for love The world is so foreign When your eyes are slapped on Just a doll Doll Doll I'm trying Trying to understand This eclipse I'm dying Bastard Bastard I'm trying I'm dying Forgive me Forgive me Forgive me Forgive me Forgive me Forgive me THESE ARE THE ALWAYS AND THE NEVERS WHICH THE DOLL FOLLOWS; ALWAYS LISTEN TO HIM NEVER HURT HIM ALWAYS HELP HIM NEVER DISOBEY HIM ALWAYS LOVE HIM NEVER LEAVE HIM ALWAYS TRUST HIM NEVER BETRAY HIM ALWAYS GIVE NEVER EXPECT ANYTHING BACK ALWAYS REALIZE WHAT YOU ARE NEVER EXPECT THAT, WHICH YOU DO NOT DESERVE ALWAYS DO, WHAT YOU ARE TOLD NEVER QUESTION HIM ALWAYS PLEASE HIM NEVER SAY WHEN IT HURTS ALWAYS PUT HIS NEEDS FIRST NEVER SPEAK BACK ALWAYS TAKE THE BLAME NEVER BLAME HIM ALWAYS BE PUNISHED NEVER ASK FOR AN APOLOGY ALWAYS GIVE AN APOLOGY NEVER IMPLY IT IS HIS FAULT NEVER SAY NO ALWAYS SAY YES ALWAYS SAY YES ALWAYS SAY YES ALWAYS SAY YES ALWAYS SAY YES ALWAYS SAY YES ALWAYS SAY YES
6.
I'm non-existent I'm non-existent I'm non-existent I'm so, non-existent Because of you Because of you I'm so, non-existent I love you so much Bastard, bastard, bastard Why dream, when everything dies? You're breaking the fuck up You lean your body to side Disgusting fucking cracking Every bone inside breaking and all I see is your goddamned blood Your goddamn blood You're breaking the fuck up Your bones cover my bed I feel something drip on my head I feel something drip on my head I look up on the ceiling It's covered in your blood He looked at me and then he said; "I didn't hurt you" "I didn't hurt you at all." "Actually, you, hurt me"
7.
Neurol 02:32
It's coming There is no peace, anywhere, anywhere
8.
You can't run You can't hide From her grasp She's always there, far ahead Waiting for you Your turn will come And she'll catch you
9.
I'm drowning in the blood my heart is pumping out I've been born in these red oceans Formed by the each little droplet. I've been wrong; purity's been dead since I started my path There is only one way to reach clarity and peace I need to meet her I need to meet her I need to meet her The girl with a giant scythe Her tool is covering the dead skies It's my destination As is yours There's only one way to pure yourself again We'll all be pure in the end We'll all be pure in the end Hole is the world And she slices open the skies The sounds of my dreams; screams Are meeting their curtains I will be pure I will be pure I will be pure Finally I am Purity I can't be here. I can't be here. I can't be here I can't be here. I can't be here. I can't be here. I will never be okay here. I will never be okay here. I will never be okay here. I will never be okay here. I will never be okay here. I will never be okay here. I will never be okay here. I'm always falling apart. I'm always falling apart. I'm always falling apart. I'm always apart. I'm always falling apart. I'm always falling apart. I'm gonna fall apart. I'm gonna fall apart. I'm gonna fall apart. I'm gonna fall apart. I'm gonna fall apart. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. There's nothing here. Shown time and time again All the love I hold will drown And be crowned the death's crown Distant nature leaves a wound That's the only consistent In my thin existence My resistance to your love Was because I made a vow Not to fall again Into someone's strings again But what is there to gain? When all your life is an escape? All there's to do is to drain Sit in vain and just wait For you to age And forget all that you were (If you were anything at all) Until the blue crown arrives And your body goes down Always wished to be in someone's heart

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Purity Death Denial is a conceptual record about a man who loses his identity and surrenders to anxiety.

Most of the sounds present on the album are samples (Aside from a few instances of an actual recorded bass guitar), sounds taken from outside or in my house, which have been twisted and greatly altered to create dark soundscapes or noisy rhythms.

I was very happy to work on this record. I am glad I can share it with you. Enjoy!

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released April 18, 2023

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